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1、IWishICouldbelieve我希望我能相信人需要有一种宗教信仰使他的生活有意义。我希望我也能有这样的信仰,但我的任何信念总会充满困惑和保留看法。然而,我写诗就是努力发掘生活的意义。偶尔,我用诗歌表现自己的经历和感受,从中也明白了我不曾意识到自己已经懂得的道理。因此,对我来说,诗歌创作的冲动表现出来的,不是因为不系统而不太真实的东西……而是一种信仰,那就是,人必须享受生活,探索生活的真谛,提高生活的品质。人可各尽其能,而我则通过写诗尽善尽美地完成我的使命。IWishICouldbelieve byC.DayLewis"Thebest
2、lackallconviction,Whiletheworstarefullofpassionateintesity."ThosetwolinesofYeatsformesumupthematterasitstandstodaywhentheverycurrencyofbeliefseemsdebased.IwasbroughtupintheChristianchurch.LaterIbelievedforawhilethatcommunismofferedthebesthopeforthisworld.Iacknowledgethene
3、edforbelief,butIcannotforgethowthroughtheagesgreatfaithshavebeenvitiatedbyfanaticismanddogmatism,byintoleranceandcruelty,bytheintellectualdishonesty,thefolly,thecrankinessortheopportunismoftheiradherents.HaveInofaithatall,then?Faithisthethingatthecoreofyou,thesedimentthat
4、'sleftwhenhopesandillusionsaredrainedaway.Thethingforwhichyoumakeanysacrificebecausewithoutityouwouldbenothing-amerewalkingshadow.Iknowwhatmyowncoreis.Iwouldinthelastresortsacrificeanyhumanrelationship,anywayoflivingtothesearchfortruthwhichproducesmypoem.Iknowthereareheav
5、yoddsagainstanypoemIwritesurvivingaftermydeath.Irealizethatwritingpoetrymayseemthemostpreposterouslyuselessthingamancanbedoingtoday.Yetitisjustatsuchtimesofcrisisthateachmandiscoversorrediscoverswhathevaluesmost.Mypoet'sinstincttomakesomethingcomesoutmoststronglythen,enab
6、lingmetousefear,doubt,evendespairascreativestimuli.Indoingso,Ifeelmykinshipwithhumanity,withthecommonmanwhocarriesondoinghisjobtillthebombfallsortheseaclosesoverhim.Carriesonbecauseofhisbelief,howeverinarticulate,thatthisisthebestthinghecando.Butthepoetisluckierthanthelay
7、man,forhisjobisalwaysavacation.Indeed,it'ssolikeareligiousvacationthathemayfeellittleneedforareligiousfaith,butbecauseitisalwaystryingtogetpastthetrivialandthetransientortorevealtheseasimagesoftheessentialandthepermanent,poetryisatleastakindofspiritualactivity.otherstaffo
8、ftheCentre.Duringthewar,ZhuwastransferredbacktoJiangxi,andDirectorofthenewOfficeinJingdezhen,Jia