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1、IAmSoVerySorry ToJacob~FromMegDearJacob, I'vefoundthatmanypeopletendtonotspeakupwhensomethingbothersthem,thinkingthatitistrivialtomentionit.Unfortunately,whathappensisafterrepeatedtimesofnotspeakingup,somesmalloccurrencehappensanditendsupbeingthestrawthatbrokethecamel'sback.Theoth
2、erpartner,moreoftenthannot,hasnocluewhattheyareupsetaboutandthereforethinktheyareover-reacting. Ifeellikethisisthestoryofourrelationship.Ihatearguingwithyou;Ihatehearingthatpain-filledtoneofyourvoice,orfeelingyourcoldshoulderwhenIbrushpastjusttogetahintofyourscent.I'mnotnaturallyanangr
3、yperson;youknowthatfromwhenyoufirstmetme.Ihavesomanybadmemories,somanymomentsthatIholdmyselfinbecausetheyseemtobeallthatisleftofme.IfeellikeaghostcreatedfromtornwebsofmypastandIhavebroughtallthatintoarelationship,thinkingthatpastproblemswon'tmeltoverintopresentdilemmas.I'vebeenlivingali
4、e. Ourargumentwascausedfromsomanythings.Myinsecurities,mylackofself-worth,theselfishwanttobetheonlyonethatmakesyousmileandtossasparkleacrossyoureye.Iknowthattheblameismostlymine.Yourfriendsareyourfamily,muchlikemymotherismyfamily.IdefendthethingsshesaysanddoesoutofloveandIknowyoudomuch
5、ofthesameforthem. I'msorryfornottakingthetimetobepatientwithyou,tositandlistenandunderstandthewayyoufeel.IknowthatIwillneverknowthethingstheysharewithyouandyousharewiththemandthereforeyourrelationshipwiththemisofadifferentimportancethanyoursandmine.WhenyousayIamwronginamatterthatconcer
6、nsyourfriends,yourfamily,thenmostlikelyIam...I'msorryforhurtingyouandbeatingyoudownsooften.IfanyoneshowsalackofrespectinthisrelationshipthenIsupposeitismewhoistoblame. Ifeellikeyoudon'twanttobenearme,youdon'twanttotouchmeafterwhatI'vesaidanddonetowardsyou.IftheringerwereonrightnowIwoul
7、dknowthattherewasachanceformetocometoyoursideandsaythisinperson.AnythingtoletyouknowthatthisismesayingI'msorry,Jacob,I'mso,sosorry.Ifyoucouldeverforgivemeitwouldnotgounappreciated,ifnotthenitwillnotgomisunderstood. ThisisallIcansay,andifyouaskmeto,Iwillsaynomoreeveragaintoyou.