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1、ANNAKAMIENSKAIndustriousAmazement:ANotebookIexchangemylifeforwords.Weak,uncertaincurrency.***SaintAugustinecallsthekingdomofthesaved"Jerusalem,"andthekingdomofthedamned"Babylon."Maybethat'swhatNorwidhasinmindwhenhesays"IwritefromBabylontoJerusalem—andthelettersgetthrough."Asaspringmakesitsw
2、aytothelight,toair.Itstoil,itsdrudgery,itsdarktransit,likedespair.That'showthepoetworksforwords.Throughmuscles,move-ments.That'showJ.*wrotepoems.Hepaced,hemuttered,hewavedhisarmsasthoughgatheringandgraspingwords.Iwasn'tlookingforGodatall.IsoughtmyDeadOne.I'llneverceaserepeatingthis,amazed.*
3、**Anothereschatologicaldream.IneverdreamofJ.dead.ButhereIamatthecemeteryandhisgraveopens.Iseehimwhole,lyingun-touchedbydecay.Buthisbodyiscompletelycoveredwithfishes.Iseetheirdeadwhitebellies.Onlyhisheadisbare.Heopenshiseyes.Kamienska'shusband,poetJanSpiewak,whodiedofcanceronDecember22,1967.
4、ANNAKAMIENSKA5O3They'reclear,hlue.Irunhackandforth,callinghisnameuntilI'mhoarse.Hedoesn'tnoticeme,hedoesn'thear,asifhe'sabsorbedinsomethingelse.Finallysomeonecomesuptohim.Andsuddenlyhisheadchangesintotheheadofanotherheardedman,whosmilesandextendshishands—toadoctor,asurgeon,anapothecary?Stil
5、linthedream.I'mcominghackwithPaweLIsay,it'sasifhewantedtoshowthatdifferentpeoplearemadeofthesamematerial.Yes,heanswers,thatdumhKaniewskasaidthesamethingasecondago.It'sobvious.Onthedream'speripheries,righthesideit,acrosswithafigureofJesushasheenknockeddown,it'slyingthere.Suddenlyitsarmscomet
6、olife.Christcrawlsoutfromthemoundsofearthandcarrieshiscrossonward.Danteplacesthesorrowfulinhell,thosewhorefusedtorejoiceinthesunlight.Photographsdie.Afterawhiletheyscarcelyremindusofthedead.Atfirsteachsnapshotisashock.Thensomethinghappenstothepic-tures,theyrevealonlyablueprintoftheface,noti
7、tstruth.Sartre:Tolookatanotherpersonistostrikehim,tosubjugatehim;youstrivetoimmohilizehimasyouseehim."Seized"hyyourgaze,apersonceasestobeafreedom,heisfixedinthemomentofattack,theactofaggression.Hencethepersoninthisconceptionisa"threat,"an"executioner,""h
