从死亡想到的

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1、从死亡想到的　　Sometimes，Iwonderwhatdrawsthelinebetweenmerely[仅仅]livingandactuallybeingalive.Obviously，they’renowherenear[差得远]beingthesamething.Thisquestionhassprungup[出现]severaltimesthroughoutmylife.IthappenedtocomeupmorefrequentlyasIfoundmyselfmaturing[成熟]atamuchfas

2、terpace，alongwitheverysingleoneofmypeers[同辈].Aswebegantomature，Iunderstoodthattherewereveryserioustopicsthatwehadtakenlightlyand，unfortunately，oftenjokedabout.　　Itwasmyjunioryear注inhighschool，therewasakidwhowasayearyoungerthanmethatcommittedsuicide[自杀].Notlonga

3、fter，afellowpeerthatIwenttojuniorhighwithpassedawayfromadiseasecalledCysticFibrosis[囊肿性纤维化].Afterhearingthenewsononerandom[任意的]，rainydayatschool，Iwasinutter[全然的]shockallday.IrememberedthosetimesIspentwithhim，boththegoodandthebad.Ibegantotearupsometimeduringscho

4、ol，butIrefrainedfrom[忍住，控制]actuallycrying.4　　有时候，我不知道界定纯粹生存和真正活着的界线是什么。显然，二者是两码事。这个问题在我的人生中出现过几次。当我发现自己和其他同龄人成熟得更加快的时期，这个问题恰巧出现得更加频繁。随着我们开始成熟。我意识到有些严肃的话题，过去都被我们轻视了，而更不幸的是，它们往往被我们用来开玩笑。　　高中三年级，一个比我小一年的学生自杀了。不久之后，和我同年级的一个同伴因为患了一种叫囊胞性纤维症的病而去世了。某一个雨天，在学校得知这个消息后，我一整

5、天都处于震惊的状态。我想起和他在一起的时光，既有好的也有不好的。在学校里我开始变得心烦意乱，但始终强忍着泪水。　　IremembercryingforlonghourswhenIhadsomeonedeartomepassaway.Itwasmyclosefriend’sfather.Hewasnotonlyahusbandandfather，buthewasthefriendlymanthateveryonewantedtobearoundatchurch，aswell.Heusedtojokeaboutmebei

6、nghisdaughter-in-lawandIjokedalong.Irememberwhenheandmyfatherusedtodrinktogetherandbothofthemhadthepotentialtocrackmeup[使捧腹大笑].Ilovedseeinghimmakeeveryonesmile.Afterhisunfortunatedeath，Irealizedthatpeoplecouldleavewithouttheslightestwarning.Fromthenon，Ilivedeve

7、rydayinhonorofthat.Afterseeinghisbodyinhiscasket[棺材]，IcouldswearIsawhimsmirk[傻笑]abit.Iguessthehappiestofpeopleneverlosetheirlight.Eventillthisveryday，Ifeelthewarmthofhissmileglistening[闪光]uponme.　　Aftertherecentdeathofacloserelative，Iunderstoodthatdeathisinevit

8、able[不可避免的].Ithappenstoeveryoneatonepoint4andallinadifferentmannertoo.Somedeathsarefasterthanothers，andsomearebychoice，whileothersarenot.　　Deathcomesindifferentforms，but，aga