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1、NotesfromtheUndergroundFyodorDostoevskyThiseBookisdesignedandpublishedbyPlanetPDF.FormorefreeeBooksvisitourWebsiteathttp://www.planetpdf.comNotesfromtheUndergroundPartIUnderground**Theauthorofthediaryandthediaryitselfare,ofcourse,imaginary.Neverthelessitisclearthatsuchpersonsasthewriter
2、ofthesenotesnotonlymay,butpositivelymust,existinoursociety,whenweconsiderthecircumstancesinthemidstofwhichoursocietyisformed.Ihavetriedtoexposetotheviewofthepublicmoredistinctlythaniscommonlydone,oneofthecharactersoftherecentpast.Heisoneoftherepresentativesofagenerationstillliving.Inthi
3、sfragment,entitled‘Underground,’thispersonintroduceshimselfandhisviews,and,asitwere,triestoexplainthecausesowingtowhichhehasmadehisappearanceandwasboundtomakehisappearanceinourmidst.Inthesecondfragmentthereareaddedtheactualnotesofthispersonconcerningcertaineventsinhislife.—AUTHOR’SNOTE.
4、2of203NotesfromtheUndergroundIIamasickman....Iamaspitefulman.Iamanunattractiveman.Ibelievemyliverisdiseased.However,Iknownothingatallaboutmydisease,anddonotknowforcertainwhatailsme.Idon’tconsultadoctorforit,andneverhave,thoughIhavearespectformedicineanddoctors.Besides,Iamextremelysupers
5、titious,sufficientlysotorespectmedicine,anyway(Iamwell-educatedenoughnottobesuperstitious,butIamsuperstitious).No,Irefusetoconsultadoctorfromspite.Thatyouprobablywillnotunderstand.Well,Iunderstandit,though.Ofcourse,Ican’texplainwhoitispreciselythatIammortifyinginthiscasebymyspite:Iamper
6、fectlywellawarethatIcannot‘payout’thedoctorsbynotconsultingthem;IknowbetterthananyonethatbyallthisIamonlyinjuringmyselfandnooneelse.Butstill,ifIdon’tconsultadoctoritisfromspite.Myliverisbad,well—letitgetworse!Ihavebeengoingonlikethatforalongtime—twentyyears.NowIamforty.Iusedtobeinthegov
7、ernmentservice,butamnolonger.Iwasaspitefulofficial.Iwasrudeandtookpleasureinbeingso.Ididnottakebribes,yousee,soIwasboundtofindarecompenseinthat,at3of203NotesfromtheUndergroundleast.(Apoorjest,butIwillnotscratchitout.Iwroteitthinkingitwouldsoundverywitty;butnowthatIhaveseenmysel